Torn & Weary

Just back from a trip which left me more torn & weary than before, happy times and familiar feelings warmed up....
All so familiar yet harsh reality sets in, is there really no turning back of time?

I still hold steadfast, although many would label me as silly, stupid and crazy...

It would still be kept dear in my heart till fate comes knocking once more, I still believe and I still hope....

Can I really pick up the pieces once more, as i lay shattered in the cold hard floor...